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Ain’t how it’s supposed to be
I will sure wait for hours, standing in a very long queue, just to experience that less-than-five-minute roller coaster ride. I don’t like waiting, I FUCKING HATE WAITING. And there are times that… I just can’t keep waiting. The longer I wait, the more I feel my legs weaken. And they just… snap.
“She did. He didn’t. Big mistake.”
I know it’s wrong. So wrong. I didn’t think it would come to this point. And I just can’t spell the words. I do have choices, but it’s just another heart crash either ways. I know that.
“Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”
Oh that fucking stairs with that fucking red carpet glued on!!! I can rip it off, but I’m human enough to know it’s not a good thing to do.
My life is a BIG mess, yes. Nothing to be proud of… yet nothing to be ashamed of. My family, friends and 16 days, they’re the things that keep me from totally breaking down. But I’d rather say that my life is on the hands of the fucking agency. Literally.
Lee Jae Nin. 
Appetite - Usher
Lalola; Gossip Girl
SSR X (3/5)
Eclipse (Stephenie Meyer)
Accomplished
Chie said,
November 19, 2008 @ 8:44 pm
Aww. Although hindi ko masyado nagets kung anong problema, feel better. (:
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Lyann said,
November 20, 2008 @ 3:22 am
smile claire.
you’re a SUPERSTAR :]
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Ayiene said,
November 20, 2008 @ 4:19 am
I hate waiting too! But yes, patience is a virtue. Fuck that patience!
I counted the days. 16 days to be exact na pala! Hahaha! Ay nako, kung pwede lang na.. ay oops. hahaha! Di bale, malapit na!
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yvan said,
November 20, 2008 @ 10:12 am
I hope you feel better Claire…
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Hershey said,
November 20, 2008 @ 11:27 am
Hope that you’ll feel much much better Claire. Malalagpasan mo rin yan no matter what. Take care sis. God bless.
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astrid said,
November 20, 2008 @ 11:28 am
awww. claire. I don’t know what happend. What is it sis?
I hope you’ll feel better soon.
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Jizni~ said,
November 20, 2008 @ 3:13 pm
na inspire ako sa elevator part. sumtimes ganun ako eh. problems are part of life ate. keep rocking!
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Lissie said,
November 20, 2008 @ 6:22 pm
I hope you’ll feel better. Hindi din ako makarelate.
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Melle said,
November 21, 2008 @ 2:27 am
who doesn’t hate waiting? I also hate waiting. but ya know, sometimes we juz hafta be patient. in my case, I always rush things that’s why in the end something always goes wrong =( but what if you’ve waited for million hours na?? ooh well, time to leave i guess,. maybe that’s not meant for you.. lol don’t be sad Claire,, smile..
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Mhaye said,
November 21, 2008 @ 6:20 am
i can relate. this few months, i’ve made so damn mistakes. and my life’s getting more complicated each day. it’s a shame. really.
anyway, tagged you sis.
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concep19 said,
November 21, 2008 @ 12:12 pm
Kahit na hindi ko masyado na gets kung ano yung problema.
But when it comes to waiting I can relate to that. It’s actually a pain in the arse pag naghihintay ka lang… Pa minsan minsan hindi natin alam na mababale wala lang yung lahat ng oras na hinintay natin.
Isipin mo na lang na hindi ka nag-iisa. A lot of people have problems now (points to self).
All of this are just challenges. One way or another mawawala din yan!
Cheer up and Godspeed!
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KYM said,
November 22, 2008 @ 6:04 am
aw claire idk what happened but whatever it is i hope you’ll feel better soon. hugggg.
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Ienne said,
November 22, 2008 @ 4:53 pm
I hate waiting as well, but patience really is a virtue after all. Hope you’ll feel better soon! I can’t relate that much though.
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shane said,
November 23, 2008 @ 6:52 am
it’s really hard to wait for something… lalo na pag alam mong wala ka nang hinihintay… kaya mo yan ate… strong ka naman e!!!
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janelle said,
November 23, 2008 @ 8:58 am
i also hate to wait.
hehehe <3
pero as time fleets, i learned how to improve my patience. and the same goes for waiting.
cheer up girl.
though hindi ko alam kung anu talaga yung problem.
magiging ok din yan
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Ericka said,
November 23, 2008 @ 4:50 pm
Everything’s fine girly.
You have us here.
Guess I hate waiting too.
Cheer up and have a nice week ahead! Muwah!
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gyk said,
November 24, 2008 @ 4:51 am
I also hate waiting. I get pissed off for waiting kahit few minutes palang ang nakakaraan. I have little patience talaga.
but just flash a smile, carry lang.
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Aisha said,
November 24, 2008 @ 3:04 pm
hnd ko xado nagets pero feeling ko mixed of everything sia sna mging ok na ang lht..
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zee said,
November 24, 2008 @ 9:13 pm
what’s wrong? i hope you feel better.
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