I’m a very very.. uhm, very sensitive person. I cry because of the tiniest thing you could ever think of. Movies. (Even comedies or animations.) Irritation and discomfort. Roaches. (It’s so eewy?) And when I want to sleep but can’t.. etc.

But there’s this something that when somebody starts talking about, I feel like being poked in the eyes and then burst with tears. It’s not that I don’t want to talk about it. What? It’s not what, it’s who. It’s my dad. Thinking of him makes me cry. His text messages makes me cry. Memories of him makes me cry. Everything about him makes me cry. I just.. miss him so much. As much as I love him.

After all that he did.. I never, in my whole life, blamed him. And I never will. Not just because he’s my dad after all.. but because it’s not his fault. People make mistakes, chooses the wrong path and then regret it. And that’s what makes us human. DUH.

At this moment, I’m crying.. and all I could ever think of is that I want to be with him. I would have to wait. I’m trying to be patient. Dad, see you soon. I love you more than those three words can say..

PS. I realized that our last picture together (only us two) was taken during my graduation (6th grade) year 2005.

Kuya Mark, Happy birthday!

Birthday ngayon ni kuya.. pumunta kami sa shopping center. kumain lang, shopping.. heheh. minsan lang kami mapunta dun. konti lang naman nabili ko (at di ko na muna ipagyayabang! haha..) gift ko kay kuya itong Gatsby Moving Rubber (hair wax)..ano yon? ▼

masvain pa sya saken pramis! kahit magsstay lang sa bahay, aayusin nya buhok nya! haha.. kaya yun naisip kong gift. pero actually dati pa sya nagpapabili nun.
sharing the same shades.. (pero akin talaga yan..)

pag uwi namin, nagbadminton kami.
okay pala na training yun! haha! laro ulit kami bukas.

Miss ko na agad kayo mga wattapeyses. Whavitz forever!
*magkikita naman kami, fave ko lang yung bye-bye (mariah carey) ngayon. heheh.